Hi Tony. I'm very sorry to hear about your illness. I have some idea of what you're going through and it sounds to me like you're coping brilliantly. Keep your chin up, mate - if you can continue to stay positive and avoid wearing yourself out (even THIS website ain't THAT important!) I know for a fact you can make some of those doctors predictions look pretty silly. All the best, Barry A (a Bognor Regis Town fan).